kehidupan baru ku...

hye

today was a new day for me...

yeah it was..

coz..

ive been free yesterday...

ive been so sad...

happy...

angry..

tearful heart..

depressed ...

....silent heart....

yeah but today....

i feel fresh...

like a bird just find out the way to go out..

feel free...

take a deep breath...

n smile.....

now i can see the whole world surrounding..

i can see the happiness..

my tiny heart say... maybe... 

hurmmm..

people can change ..every second...

nobody can control me now...

only my parents...

yeah..

i need to be alone now...

no love for right now...

maybe later..

im waiting for a new love...

praying for the best from the best for me...

not choose..

but i have too...

its my life...

so i have my decision who can care of me.. 

for a long term..,.

i don't want a short term..its waste time..

before this ive thought its was a long term..

but its wasn't...

i will remembered every second scene,dialog,action,emotion, ..

our memories will be a story for my "book"..

no one have..

no price tag to buy...

so ..

now i want  make a new life for my future..

thinking forward...

happy with new life...

felt sorry for what ive done...

fate determines everything..

i accept that...

may be something good comes from..

thanks for everything...EVERYTHING...

may ALLAH reward your good deeds...

i will pray for ur happiness..

its call LIFE...n LOVE..

bye..